happy holidays :|

just got back from gran canaria feeling like shit...

2nd day in on holiday im sat round the pool and i see this boy and i think ooo hes alright .
next day im eating my dinner and i see him a few tables over looking at me so i think well either ive got something on my face or he thinks im alright too
Over the next week we exchange a glance here and there to the point where i already know he likes me and he already knows i like him
on the last few days of my holiday we start talking to eachother and messing around in the pool and i realise how much i like him
on the night im going home he admits that he likes me all i want to do is snog his face off but i cant because my sister is there so i have to pack up and go home and leave a boy that liked me even after seeing me at my worst , who i got butterflies over whenever i saw him , who i liked more than i liked anyone before

and to top it all off he lives in holland so ill never see him again
why is it when something good comes around in your life theres always a big fat complication to go with it ?

x

Some facts about me :)

• I think religion is aload of crap that people invented so they could control people and so they could get an easy way out of explaining things that they dont understand.
• I think that every rich person should give £10,000 to a third world country , its not alot to them , but it sure would sort out alot of problems .
• I want to go to college and do Alevels then go to university and then train to be a teacher
• I know exactly what i want to call my kids :)
• I prefer being on my own then with one person
• I love day time tv
• I think Ben Shephard is fit
• I wouldnt call myself a racist but i do think its rediculous how this country is turning out because everyone is so scared that if they say the slightest thing wrong they will be branded a racist and that anyone who is of another race can cry racism at anything and they will always win the case , Jade Goody was NOT a racist , ooo it was so awful when she said ''shilpa popidom'' , ofcourse nothing was said when jerome jackson called her ''white trash'' and id say thats pretty racist wouldnt you ?
• I think its amazing how small we are compared to the universe
• The song Sattelites by Beyonce saved my life
• I love jude law
• I find history really interresting
• I want with or without you-U2 and Sattelites-Beyonce played at my funeral